For a Pessimist, I'm Pretty Optimistic

I am the crisis
I am the bitter end
I'm gonna gun this down
I am divided
I am the razor edge
there is no easy now


it has been a fucked 3 months. the things i've seen around me and hear at times are still so illogical and it irks me. unfortunate things just kept coming, is a vicious cycle again and im getting sick of it already, even broke down in front of gramps. got to handle my emotions well.

august seems so screwed, to think it was supposed to be a month for celebrations and be merry.


where's the joy?
come back soon my happy times,
i miss my past.

&
what a way to end off my day -- a headache.

tag replies;

yyann: gin-naaa! (: when free go eat at clarke quay?

Darryl: thanks sis, lol will bug you when i need a listening ear (: and please dont flip the world for me, it may be a disaster =x lol jk

atie: sorry girl for ps-ing you, i miss you too! your laughter especially :D when u free for starbucks, just gimme a date? can hang out with jen jen also. (:

trace: aww, what happened? hope you're feeling better now too (:

amanda: thanks babe (:

al: lol, you stupid girl, always busy, i miss the class too and their nonsense.

Louise: i got say you cute meh? lol. yeah i see you my life is filled with happiness. lol, i thought they say thurs going out? :|

Science geeks



o.O

E56B aka the class that plays REALLY HARD and studies really hard. Is time to say goodbye again. But still, I really hope that we will be in the same class again next semester. You all have been a really friendly bunch, really. Everyone's just so comfortable with one another within a week.

Janice made a really sweet video for the class, so touching la guai lan ! :D Can cry can, really.

The Semester eneded up with Majula's lesson, she gave us 35 bucks so all of us top up for 4 boxes of pizzas (: Mmmm.

His evil twin is looking at him

Singapore Next Top Model

The gym khakis in class

RDNA faci
Mr Croc which determines our fate
Pseudoephedrine, ephedrine, isomers..
The faci which made Applied Chem doesn't seem to be a bore.

The best! (:

Daughters

Sons



How could I forget, sending Chen Tong and Zhao Yan off! Ahh, gonna miss that cute couple in our class.






Goodnight

This weekend has not been a real pleasant one. Is jinxed

Going to be running around hospital again.
Life sucks and why do I have to always see all these unpleasant things?

Fuck

just hope for the best

Week was alright and I realized that I've been blogging at a weekly basis only. Monday caught The Dark Knight (FINALLY) with a friend and yes is just a friend fullstop The joker was a seriously disturbing character and Heath definitely potrayed it really well.

Entertaiment industry should really honour him.

RIP

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Once again..presenting...

The Rubber Brothers!




They just crack me up each time (:

And I absolute love my Wednesday class, tbh though we only see each other once a week but we're no strangers when working in teams. Everyone's just so comfortable with one another. (a class photo sooon?) (: Ms Noob shit claims she's a guy that day and she went to guy's toilet.



Guys and Girls same washroom! :O

Also, really sad please, my class was nominated for the Lights Out Day but we didn't win for the lucky draw :( Boo. There goes the Mac's voucher.

Friday was AXY's birthday!

Happy Belated Burpday XY! Chiong back home after school to get ready. Sorry luh baboon for being late. Went to get XY's gift, I swear we made a scene in the shop, he just can't stop suaning and slapping my head -.-"

Birthday boy with his buddy buddy

Got him this gay looking one eyed moster toy to put his Ipod.

Met the rest of the guys at Clarke Quay, I swear I felt super awkward cause I was the only girl there -.-" with like what 5-6 guys? : They were such an ass also la, telling me that I'm one of their "brother"

Headed to Riverside Indonesian Restaurant first to wait for birthday boy/his buddy and Sha and he was really surprised to see us there! Dinner started realllllly late cause Jacx and Ah Pek were still on their way.

The huge group (:



BBs (Boon *behind* and Baboon)

FOOD WAS FABULOUS! Kang Kong was Mmmmmmmmmm and stingray was double mmmmmmmm. So much fun catching up, been really a long time since we last met up. (: After dinner, went to a moroccan lounge -- Marrakesh to chill. Loved the furnishing and the ambience. And some of them ordered Heinekens in a moroccan inspired lounge lol.

Played games, "One frog jump into the water, piak" (LOL norminah's creation) , 7-up -.-, concentration (wah! birthday boy super love the beat to this game) The forefits were done by all the guys! And all so so so hilarious espeically the one that had to outside the bar. *tsktsk

Absolute stress and Lychee Martini

The Females
Males

Thanks Sha for organizing and Happy Brithday again tmd xy!

Noob shit (: !

Fire drill in the middle of microbiology class :

and yeah.. is Friday tmr (:

My afternoon was really boring, supposed to meet my sec school friends to attend PL musical. But had to wait for the delivery guy to send my sim card over so had to give it a miss! SUPER SAD OK! That event is only once every 4 years :(


Fortunately, things got better at the later part of my Saturday. It was E56B's BBQ cum class gathering. Was being held at Kylie's friend, Petrina condo @ Villa Marina. :D Reached there rather late already, and almost everyone was there.



Ratata was our chef of the day. (: Thanks girl for constantly being at the pit. :D Petrina's mom was really nice helping out with the bbq and lending us the condo's bbq pit too.There was a slight tension in between is like a 1 Vs 14 people thing. : Quite an ass actually but oh well, wanting to be dominant actually bonds the rest of the people closer (:



Played Daidee and stingrayed (SORRY SUAT TING SHIFU! I forgot some of the skills already) with Louise noob :D , Ally and Rach. But still managed to win 1 round (heng heng win) Blackjacked, loser had to drink some mixed drink that Louise had mixed but it tasted good in the end which made Louise wanting to lose each time -.-"



Cam-whored alot with Janice's SLR (PHOTOSSS!) lol super happy.


Chen Tong tricked me! He asked whether I wanted some Sprite and when I drank that cup it was WATER! WAH LAO! Got tricked 2 times cause that huge bottle of sprite was also water -.-" The entire group laughed non-stop. LOL, I was like "WAH LAO! CHEN TONG! #*@&^%#!" and went to pour water on him HA! revenge is sweet. :D LOL



Leo, Ben and Hema got beer and chips. Louise was so funny, I gave her a cup of beer but she thought it was green tea and drank it in one glup. The expression on her face was priceless! Gossip, drink and eating.



How can we not have any marshmallow for BBQ!? Roasting marshmallow was goood, FG was smart la, he wrapped marshmallow in alumininum foil and bbq-ed it. I followed the same method but mine turned into goo. -.-"



Towards the last part of the bbq, the girls -- Rach, Saretta, Petrina and I took over to bbq. Marias la, bbq-ed and ate alot at the pit =x HA



Left around 11pm and when all of us were at the interchange it was a long goodbye -.-" lots of hugs and bye byes. Bus-ed back home with Hanzi and Rach! It a hilarious journey back, cause this guy infront of us farted WAH LAO! we started (@*&^@#*! complained complained complained behind. -.-"



Reached interchange and I was still hungry :/ Headed to Cheers (ok la, at first I said 7-11 but changed my mind and Hanzi started suaning meee on why I didn't want to go 7-11 when I said so) Got pau and green tea! Cabbed back and my gugu got me choco muffin from Starbucks! :D

XINFU :)

Thank you Kylie, Kylie's friend (everyone calling her that LOL) and Auntie!

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I rather thankful for having 4 wonderful classes (including W55C) in my 2 years 1 sem in RP.

Condo super chioooo
Xiao heis
Netballer and Rugger
POW CHENG LOOONG

The people (:
FOOOOODDD
Brown + Green + Brown = Tree

ZOMG KYLIE!


Tiger Beerr *yum sengg*
Girls that went plus an extra with a shaky rach
Attempted to do the chicken dance pose

That expression is pricelessThe science geeks (:

Thank you guys for that day (: ! Had lots of fun with you all

more photos posted soon? (: LOL

Damn fucking sian yesterday. Lost my G800 Samsung phone and is not even 6 months old.
Was so scared and sad that I broke out in cold sweat :/ wasn't a really pleasant TGIF.

Though my day started good, it ended really bad. :(

TO ALL FRIENDS THAT ARE READING THIS: PLEASE SMS ME OR MSN ME YOUR HP NUMBERS AGAIN! SAME NUMBER

8_ _ _ _ _ _ 4 (:

Thank you very much